i knowa c5 is totally what i deserve, but the feeling of staring at a c5 as opposed to an a2 is really very different.

in sec 4 getting my a2 was somewhat a reassurance that my o's would be quite smooth sailing, since chinese was my worst subject. through secondary school i always felt that reassurance, that no matter how little i studied, my results wouldn't be too bad. this c5 was really a wake-up call. that the days of aceing subject with one hour's worth of studying are over. for a levels, what you sow is what you reap, and there's no escaping that. not anymore.

so i have decided that i am going to become a good girl, hand in all my tutorials on time, and hopefull catch up all the work i've slacked through my whole life.

okay NMR tutorial beckons.

-sarah-